Happy Birthday

I have written infinite love letters to all my friends. Poems written in vomit and signed with the blue blood that pumps through my veins.

Upon my return home, I imagine myself to be a merchant or marine at sea waiting for the next half year to see my love once again.

I love you.

In my notes app, I have an estimation of three documents dedicated to you and your character; I know that you like the idea of being perceived, but how could one dissect your character?..I think that would frankly be disrespectful to your personality.

You are versatile and far too playful.

I dont really know where to start… I remember the day you had told me Zoe loved you, oh my gosh I was so ecstatic…so emotional, I had to go home and write you a letter…maybe I’ll share an exceprt?

I dont know why I love you the way I do, I think that it could possibly be the deep admiration I hold for you.

To me, you’re like a ship —a grand one too— and I imagine myself a sailboat, trying my best to consistently keep up.

You seem so confident in your speech, your beauty, and way of thinking—its so addictive to be in your presence.

You're so grounded, Vee says its because of your Air sign (Gemini), or maybe its all the trauma you’ve endured.

Regardless I will close my eyes still and thank every God, including my own, for bringing you to me.

And you're really kind too.

You know how people can tell that the eyes are the window to the soul. Yeah, it's my guilty pleasure watching you take off your glasses, you have almonds for eyes.

And every time you let your almonds sparkle, I am reminded of every act of kindness I have been the recipient of.

You are one of the funniest people, hands down, that I hold in the palm of my hand…wow I could just list everything you are…

Funny. Smart. Kind. Beautiful. Unconventional.

Wait maybe thats why i love you…youre so unapologetic ….ready to listen…ready to learn…ready to respond…just equipt to live.

You are not the average person in the slightest, and I am so confident in everything you will ever achieve.

I know for fact that I am obsessed with you becuase your a living testimant to everything I was taught to never be.. queer, loud, smart...funny.

A marvel, one that I continuously admire.